sometimes i wonder why i bother? the girls have a few sniffles and i have to wait till their dad gets them tomorrow to get my stuff done. that is frustrating. its a walk. its not like i am walking a marathon with them. it is just to the center and back. i take the girls with me when i have to go to the bank and the library. they enjoy it. it makes me mad when i have to wait till like 3 to get my stuff done. that is frustrating because i could get it all done and the girls can get books but now they can't. the parents of these girls have no consideration to what i have to do when i have the girls. if i have to stay home all the time with them...i would not get anything done till the weekend and i can't get to a bank on saturday. its not very fair to me. i am not being selfish. i am taking advantage of the nice weather while it is here because when we do finally get all the crap weather then i will be stuck inside all the time. and that makes for some moody kids and a pissed off Emily.

on a new note. i am going to have another good weekend i think. Dan and i get to spend Saturday together. the entire day. i am so excited about that. it has been a long time since we have had that. which means i will be with him from Friday at about 12 midnight to about 1130am on Sunday. and then it is F-O-O-T-B-A-L-L time. that is right...the Patriots are in the Superbowl and we are gonna see what they bring this time.

i have had a cold...it has actually kicked my ass this time. all i want to do is sleep! i am using a box of tissues up in two days. that is so much. i am going to have to say that when i have a cold...i prefer Puffs with lotion then any other tissue. ((see this is so going to be a random blog that is for sure)).