i have had a lot on my mind lately and one thing that i don't want on my mind.  i have been distracted with a lot of things.  he has been stopping by in my head and i am not happy about that.  i wish he would just leave me alone already.  GET OUT!!! 

my mum had hip surgery today and i have never seen her in that sort of pain ever.  she made me cry leaving the hospital tonight.  

i took my placement test for Massasoit yesterday...i had gotten in to Massasoit but i am not quite sure if i am going yet due to the financial aid situation.  ugh so frustrating to have to wait.  but i have to say that the walk from Massasoit to Supreme Donuts was a good one with music in my ears and the sun beaming out of the clouds.  

i am getting a bit frustrated with the whole job hunting thing too.  i am seriously going to consider trying for a nanny job in the Boston area because i can use the train.  also Melissa had the idea and i am liking the idea of a summer nanny job just to get a job and figure things out.  that would work till i go to school {crossed fingers} in the fall.  

that is what i am doing now...focusing on me and not having it in my head that good things can only come for others first.  well i think i have finally found my time.  thank you very much for reading me...if you even do!