Ehh

So some people just wonder what if.  My what if's...
What if I never find the right guy for me?
What if I never get my feet solid on the ground?
What if I have to do jobs that or not meaningful for the rest of my life?
What if my mum really does kick me out?
What if I really can't make something of my life at 35?
What if someone finally treated me like I treat them?
What if I just want to be happy?
What if I finally think about myself before someone else for once in my life?